I feel dejected; it feels hollow in my stomach.
My Insides seems to have vanished
There is a void in my heart and it seems to devour every last bit of feeling left in me.
My mind is swirling in a whirlpool of negative thoughts
I am going to drain through the eye of the storm into an emptiness
of thoughts
Completely devoid of any form of spiritual life.
Its Back, The hopelessness of a lone success
I have everything to share but no one to share it with
I sit atop the highest hill but there is no sense of
accomplishment
Its remorse, its morbid, It’s a lonely tree in
a seemless garden
A lonely moon in a dark starless night
I see flashes of happy, smiling faces
I spread out my arms and reach out to them
They fade away.
I hear a voice, its coming from a far away place
It sounds familiar, its mine, I almost forgot.
I see the whole world I can even pull some strings
But no one seems to notice
I have got a huge following, but they don’t know me
The real me.
The Heir to a cursed throne
This is the way my life is going to be and
I am learning to live with it
No love
No hope
No emotions
A Still Motionless Sea of Great Depth…
Mayank Rajput
11 December 2010
Wandering Existence 
thts it…u need sum1 2 stuff feelings into u now!
wow.. that was depressing..try using 'insides' instead of intestines.. gives it a more poetic effect.. :Pand, well.. I liked the poem.. It kinda portrays your feelings precisely.. :)nice one! :DLove,~Prachi
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Awesome :)I really liked it :DIf u ask me this jus means u hav better,brighter days ahead ;)n this poem reminds me of "Fools Garden – Lemon tree" :Pit may sound weird 😛
thanks Hiral well i am not sure if they can be stuffed into me 😛
bunnu i am not that low was just feeling like that on that particular moment as of now i am perfectly alright 😀
thanks a lot shri what is fools garden ??@_@a band ?and thanks for the wishes 🙂
yup its band :Dchk this :Phttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bCDIt50hRDs
If i go by the poem and take the heir of the cursed throne as you then its kinda weird that you don't have trustworthy friends!You are the most sociable guy i have ever seen in my life..believe meWell i can guarantee that you can stuff things into me if no one is with you :DAnytime brother!