I am about to break into a thousand pieces, each different from other, each comprising one aspect of my mind exclusive of other. I am about to break because there is too much tension between different aspects of my being. Though I like to believe I have a multi faceted personality and I am dynamic and all, but lately I have realized there is a central point of focus to all my actions, what it is? , I don’t know. This has left me vulnerable for now I know that I have a central point of failure if that core is somehow damaged and I am done.
These days I feel like I am being pulled out in every direction and at the same time I feel a lot of pressure sinking me into a point. I think I am facing an identity crisis. Life which has always been very simple to me is all of a sudden very complex. I hope there is a reason to all that is happening these days, More is happening in my head than is happening outside of it. I need to run away, find a place for myself away from this world, take a little break, get myself back together and then may be rejoin this mad frenzy.
There has to be a reason. There has to be a scheme. I Hope there is. So many ‘I’s, wish I thought less.