This past one year things have not really gone my way. Most of it can easily be attributed to my own mistakes. Be it realtionships, study, placements or professional life. I kind of took things for granted, didnt put in enough efforts, was careless, was directionless.
The problem is I am still not very clear about my out. First of all I need to change my habits, I need to stop living like a prince. I need to learn value of things, people, my freinds, family parents. Need to take care of my own self too. May be start gymming, get a proper sleep cycle, stop skipping meals and most importanly control my expenses.
May be I need a positive influence in my life, but then again can somebody really influence me? When have I ever really listened anyone? No I am a good listner but not when someone tells me how to live my life. Its not out of rebellion or disrespect, its kind of just the way I am. Or may be I dont want to get out of my comfort zone.
Am I really going with the flow? Or I am on a path to destruction?
Wandering Existence 